This is an amazing, inspirational story. I feel such deep sorrow for this man. Please watch the video.
Hmmm… Thanks for this. I really appreciate you taking the time to write this, it’s given me a lot to think about. It’s just frustrating that this is pretty much inevitable. All the same, thanks for the advice. You’ve been a great help.
- Oblivious x
… Let’s see what happens from here.
Hahahahaha
How can your life go from being so utterly wonderful with everything falling into place… To this?
Literally two weeks ago I was so unbelievably happy. I’d gotten into my favourite uni, I was dating Superman and I had the most amazing friends. Now I feel like the Earth is falling from underneath my feet and I can’t stop it. But the weird thing is, I still have all three of those things. Only one thing’s changed.
Over the past week or so Superman seems to have been distancing himself from me. We hardly see eachother in college, he hardly texts me and when he does he complains about how he can’t wait for college to end. After we leave college we are going to seperate universities. He used to say that the best thing about college was me, now he says he doesn’t see the point in college anymore and hates it. Please say it’s not just me. I just feel like he is going to finish with me any day now.
It’s horrible when you’ve finally got the one thing you’ve been hoping and wishing for for so long just to have it slipping away between your fingers. And there’s nothing you can do to stop it.
- Oblivious
Seriously? Haha great minds think alike. That’s really freaky. Sorry about that sweety. I’m sure you’ll think of another one though.
Yeah, that’s even worse when that guy’s your boyfriend.
But you just keep falling deeper.
So me and Superman haven’t said ‘I love you’ yet. I do not have an issue with this as I hate couples who seem to say it after just a couple of hours of going out. But recently I have been chatting to Egg about this and whether I’ve been tempted to say it for a while. To be honest I haven’t been sure. But after last night’s dream I’ve been pretty much completely put off of the idea. It’s quite short but this is my dream:
Me and Superman are having a little moment between the two of us, as you do, and he says something along the lines of ‘that’s one of the many things I love about you’ to which I blurt out the big three words. As soon as I say it I try to pretend that it wasn’t said and move on but he isn’t really letting it drop. He starts to apologise and explain that he just doesn’t really feel that way, yet at least. So I have to try and make out as if it’s not a big deal to me and say that I didn’t really mean to say it. We try to continue as normal but it never really gets wuite back on track.
So yeah, that was my dream. It may not sound that bad but when love means as much to you as it does to me, it’s pretty terrible. I felt hideously embarrassed and haven’t been able to forget about it since. Let’s just say that I won’t be making that leap any time soon.
Maybe I’m over-reacting. We’ll see how things go.
- Oblivious x
Very happy. Now cannot wait for summer so that I can turn 18!!!! Crazy excited. - Oblivious
